_my love for you;

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

hello! i'm back once again.
UPDATES!

- farrah officially like george.
- jess kept reminding me of my N level.
- sweety joining CD choir camp
- SWEETY JOINING CD CHOIR!!! nooooo.
- valerine is with BOSCO! omgg. how can this be?
- rach tay is crazy about antaeous
- cammy being emo.
- susan in mumbai
- crazy people in my class
- con 3 attachees being bitches.
- PRELIM STARTS THIS FRIDAY! OMG.

I'M SO GONNA DIEEE.

♥James&Jo♥ 9:47 PM :)

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

the girly side of JAMES.
things you'll never know. :)

YISS 2007.
ALL THINGS NEW.
farrah is already so high early in the morning.
HAHA.

JAMES AND JO'S LANDYARD !!!

for 777!

♥James&Jo♥ 10:32 PM :)

Happy Anniversary my sweety :)

though it was yesterday :)

he picked me up from school.

and that we went to simpang to eat.

PRATA!!!

headed in number 2 to city hall.

in the bus we FELL ASLEEP.

and sweety couldnt wake up.

he fell asleep on me :)

AWW.

things are just so awesome now.

no more heartache and heartpains.

just being high in love.

just the both of us.

and no intruders. :)

I MISS YOU SWEETY.

i know im so pampered by you.

it's like i wont go anywhere without you.

i ♥ you JAMES.

never knew i could feel like this.

like i've never seen the sky before.

want to vanish inside your kiss.

everyday i love you more and more.

listen to my heart can you hear it sing?

telling me to give you everything.

seasons may change

winter to spring

but i love you until the end of time.

COME WHAT MAY.

i will love you until my dying day.

suddenly the world seems like such a perfect place.

suddenly the moon seems such a pefect grace.

suddenly my life doesnt seem such a waste.

it all revolves you.

and as no mountains too high.

no river too wide.

sing out a song and i'll be there by your side.

storm clouds may gather.

stars may come back.

but i love you until the end of time.

COME WHAT MAY.

i will love you until my dying day.

I ♥♥♥ YOU MY SWEETY.

i really do.

let's vanish the unhappy uneventful past.

and look ahead of us :)

i cherish you.

♥i miss you.

♥James&Jo♥ 10:07 PM :)

THE ANGONY OF LOVE = SUFFERING.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

it's midnight and i'm on the com.
i cant sleep, i cant think.
thoughts running in my mind.
feeling stressed up.

i'm not the one for you.
never was i.

my day was totally alright.
from school till after school.
till i went out with sweety.
till i realised that we've to pick him up when we're already at TANAH MERAH.
retarded isnt it.
he persisted hence i had to go too.
eugene boarded.
they both started chattering TILL 'PENINSULAR'.
and i sat in the bus lying at the side, looking out the window.
feeling like vomiting.
no one took notice.

reached there.
had lunch.
walked around.
and they went it to like 3-4 shops i think.
i waited outside because i dont fancy guitars.
oblivously i'd stand outside.
i dont wanna be extra.
standing inside is bad enough cause the shop people would think 'eh why this girl here'?
'she doesnt like guitars'. WHATEVER.
i dont fancy them. i never did.
yeah hurt you.
DID YOU REALISE HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME?
you're always thinking for yourself and your friends.

you never once would say oh it's not your fault.
it's alway mine anyway.
if you think i'm such a _________ than just say so.
even when we go out, with a phone call from eugene, you'd say OKAY.
and i've to listen to you.
he's so cocky.
he doesnt realise that his words would poke into others.
AND IT'S MY FAULT!
i really dont understand you.
i never did.

and dreh.
i sat down with jess cause she wanted to like think of what to eat.
and i heard 'JAMES CONTROL YOUR WOMAN LAHZ'
what have i done?
nothing.
before i walked to them.
i even had to breathe in and out.
just to not let them realise that my eyes are teary.

AT MACS.
you left with him just because he wanted to use your laptop.
YOU LEFT ME THERE ALONE.
all i asked is 'are you leaving me alone again'
you said YES.. BYE.
walked away.
came back cause you cant find the plug.

WHAT AM I TO YOU?
when you need me, you'd come. when you dont, you'll just cut me off.

i had enough of things in school already.
and you're adding to it.

people in love, are happy.
i in love, torturing.

restrictions.
just plain nonsense.
sweety, i already did gave up things for you.
i even followed you whenever you said you wanna go to a guitar shop.
i followed.
why do you say i love you for?
a joke.
a phrase which has no meanings.
just what.

yeah. you think that when you try to talk to me, i ignore you.
i keep acting as though the whole world revolves around me.
and everyone must listen and give in to me.

who would say that?
just you.
simply you.
so like you.
you talk to me?
ya HALF THE TIME YOU'RE TALKING TO EUGENE.
you just left me there when YOUR FRIENDS ARE THERE.
when they're there, i'm nothing.
when i'm there, you will be like oh baby i love you.

leave me alone will you.
stop making me cry all the time.
it's torturing.
you dont wanna give a shit about me or anything, just go.
if you think that EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT.

and not put yourself in my shoes.

IT FUCKING HURTS.

♥James&Jo♥ 12:06 AM :)

2/3's of GOD NAME IS GO!

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

07.07.07
Youth RALLY AT EXPO

MY TESTIMONIE :)

As i heard about the even being held at the EXPO.
i was surprised and shocked that the Archdiocese actually planned all this for the catholic youths in Singapore.
Because i attended this year's YISS ''ALL THINGS NEW'', my perspective of such youth rallies have changed.
From a 'oh so boring, nonsencical youth rally'' to a ''why not go, experience it and feel god's love again''!
Being much more spiritual through genesis has really made me grew tremendously.

I know that that this youth rally is organised for youths all over Singapore.
I would call it a 'mini youth rally get together'' where all the youths from various ministries meet up.
how often do you get this opportunity?
The decoration of the hall is pretty.
During the Praise and Worship, Jaslyn asked all of us to go down and ''do'' the p and w.
while praising god, i felt the holy spirit running through me again.
the feeling is so strong and i can feel god's holy spirit around me.
the sensation that fills within me make me even want to praise god even more for the victory has be won.

JONAH AND THE BIG FISH!!!
Jonah 1-4

rather short story.
aout jonah's call and disobendience, jonah's repentance and deliverance, jonah's message again Nineveh, God's mercy on Nineveh.
the play was awsome.
but in my opinon, it wasnt very clear about the story.
as some has never heard about the entire story as they only know about the famous JONAH AND THE BIG FISH.
the play wasnt clear.
but it was interesting.
olps shouting 'WE WANT FISH WE WANT FISH''! was just hilarious.

The testimonies given during the Rally was inspiring and touching.
It's about receiving god's call and answering it :)
The atmosphere makes me feel taht god is with us.
Simply just present there.
But many of the confirmation teens are having their own fun.
They dont understand the true meaning of Praise and Woship.
but it's okay they're still young.

OVERALL!
it was a great experience :)
And i hope that those who have attended has been touched by GOD'S LOVE.

2/3 GOD'S NAME IS GO!

♥James&Jo♥ 7:45 PM :)

Tuesday, July 10, 2007