after a long day of 3 science papers.
i'm feeling lethargic.
and i honestly have yet to study so hard!!
this is like the first time i've STUDIED for my exam.
yesh.
i was quite reluctant to study science.
but then mrs koh motivated me.
and i've maths paper 2 tmrw.
which happens to be our ANNIVERSARY!
woohoo!
so tomorrow i'll awake with something in mind.
umm.
8 am at airport tomorrow.
with fadhilah and diyana.
yess.
after which i'll return home to put on make up and change.
:) yes i know i'm very vain.
and head to somewhere to meet sweety!
MEMORIES.
and this is for my SWEETY!
my dearest.
we've come a long way yeh?
from a time we met because i went down for worship practice cause i wanted to know how does gen conduct their practices.
from a hi i didnt realise you were behind the whiteboard.
to msn, to sms.
to you wanting to send me home after some obligation mass. :)
my dear, you always made things right.
even the time when i was down and you made me trust someone again.
when i fell on the floor, it was so hard that my heart sank.
and i saw the shooting star on my birthday.
i made a wish.
wishing that i could have someone better than kyle.
whom wont make me upset just because of minor things.
coming to think of it, it reallly makes me cry.
i remembered clearly.
we went for mass that day.
before that, i was on 24.
jamie came up the bus with janelle.
i think you came up with jp or someone else.
and i told jamie 'omg he's so tall and i'm so short'. :)
and you then noticed me.
though i just sat there quietly.
freaking out.
:)
when we entered church.
you asked if i could sit with you.
i said i needed to look after jamie and janelle.
you sat down quietly.
joshua kept saying jo why you dont wanna sit with james?
i said i've my responsibility.
it was then sign of peace.
you turned to me and shaked my hand.
i felt weird.
SHAKING HAND DURING SIGN OF PEACE?
err ok.
joshua and eugene came to my row and took up all the space before i came back from communion.
and i sat on joshua!ou then messaged me.
because i was like hey you sitting at my place.
and sweety i'm so sorry that you had to sit beside the old lady. :)
dreh stayed in church.
where else the rest of us headed to AL AMEEN.
jamie and janelle didnt have any money hence i went with jamie to mobile to draw money.
so that i can foot the bill.
felt like a mother at that moment.
asking me what time am i leaving?
and then you asked me if you could send me home.
i was indeed very surprised.
i was so shocked that i screamed!
my nanny cammy saw the message and jamie too.
they both were like QUICKLY SAY YESS!
cammy took my phone and typed ok.
but i sent it.
:)
you know that was the night which was the sweetest thing someone has ever done for me?
despite knowing that you lived far away.
you still wanted to send me home.
and we werent even together.
that really gave me a hint.
i told camille it was too fast.
way too fast.
everything happened when i least expected it.
i knew you liked me but i didnt react.
because i knew it was too fast.
as i just recovered from slight depression.
i shut myself up for months.
at that time i admit i still really missed kyle.
but i managed to moved on.
accepting new life, new reality.
accepting you.
it was not easy for me.
we then dated for a month plus.
and people thought we were together when we werent.
we kissed when we werent together.
you kept me warm by hugging me when we were sleeping at intercontinental.
you always did the sweetest thing for me.
i do cherish you sweety.
i really do.
and i'll do things that will make you happy.
which will brighten up your day.
:)
i love you james!
happy anniversary.
